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MS MuSings Monthly Online Magazine
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By MommyBear (Candy Desrosiers)
SOMEWHERE BETWEEN THE MIND AND MOUTH, A GREAT VOID HAS DEVELOPED- THEY NO LONGER WORK AND PLAY WELL TOGETHER. THEY DON’T EVEN SHARE WITH THE REST OF THE BODY. MY BRAIN HAS DECIDED THAT ALL THE OTHERS; MOUTH, ARMS, LEGS, HANDS, AND FEET, ARE SOMEWHERE BETWEEN AWAKE AND ASLEEP. AS IF THE MIND, LIKE A PRECOCIOUS CHILD, HAS SAID, "I’LL WAKE YOU UP WHEN I FEEL LIKE IT AND I DON’T FEEL LIKE IT YET!"
I KNOW I WANT TO PICK UP THAT GLASS BUT THE FINGERS DO NOT GRAB THE RIGHT PLACE AND IT ESCAPES MY GRASP. IT FALLS TO THE FLOOR AS I BRUSH IT ON MY WAY PAST SENDING A WATERFALL OF BUBBLING SODA TO THE LINOLEUM IN A SHIMMERING POOL OF BROWN AND A SEA OF BROKEN GLASS.
THOUGHTS MORE THAN A FEW SECONDS OLD ARE LOST IN THE DESERT OF MY NONEXISTENT MEMORY. RIGHT ON THE TIP OF MY TONGUE- I JUST CAN’T SEEM TO GET THEM TO CROSS THE THRESHOLD FROM MIND TO LIPS. Copyright ©2003 Candace Desrosiers
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